I like heavy metal songs.

 So, to most people, wedding season is during the Summer months. However, for my job, it is every month. And lately, it's been these past 6 months. 3 weddings in 6 months. My close friends are getting married off... 

July 26 - Tyson and Jenna
September 25 - Rhoda and Steve
November 28 - Bethany and Sam

The more friends of mine that are getting married off, the more I start dreaming about my wedding (if there ever comes a day, 'some people are meant to be unclaimed treasures.'  Thankyou Lillian Belous hah) 

I think I want an outdoor late summer wedding. Get married outside right before dinner and then just have an awesome barbeque right afterwards, with picnic tables and things... and giant metal tubs fill with ice and bottles of beer. I know so many people like weddings with bars, but I think I would just do this fill it with different kinds of beers and wine coolers, it should be good enough. And as it turns to night time, we can head on with the speeches and what not and then my husband can I can run away. It would still be magical, and have twinkling lights at night time. It's going to rule I think and hope. Man o Man

 O life

My birthday was a long/drunken weekend in Saskatoon. It was fun, I was hungover/drunk for all of it.... but it was fun I suppose. I died my hair light browney/blonde when i got home.... you know, now that I'm twenty, I need a change or something like that. I deleted my facebook and my msn...... I think if people need to get ahold of me, they can... everyone has my phone number who needs it, and or my email so I think it's ok. I've been reading, and thinking, and sleeping lots. OOOOO SEASONAL DEPRESSION... or something of the sort.

I got some pictures back from Tyson's wedding. 

I went to Rhoda's wedding and did some awesome hair. She looked gorgeous! I can't wait to see the pictures back from it. However, I think she may be a little bit bitter towards me because I got drunk and missed the reception, told her her older brother was trying to hold my hand, and went home with one of the groomsmen and DID NOT sleep with him. Ah well Ah well... O, also I broke her and Steve's wedding gift. I'm a bad friend I know

Bethany's getting married in two months. Keep your fingers crossed I get it off work. AND that this fellow is worth her time. I'm sure she is. I just haven't met him and been able to give my approval haha. 

Also, as soon as you give up on boys they come asking for dates, and hot tub parties, and phone numbers. WHY?! I'm just going to never give up on boys for the rest of my life so I can just have hope that the boys I like will ditch their ladyfriends for me haha. 

I hung out with Kaley Evans, when I was in Saskatoon for Rhoda's wedding and it was glorious. We got drunk at the yard in the afternoon (how I missed the reception) but it was great. I actually miss that fellow so much. I think we would be really great room mates and I just need to convince him to take a trip with me to Halifax and stay there with me. We could have a kitten. I think that would be fun haha. 

 It's my birthday this weekend. AND the Labour Day long weekend. It's going to be splendid. Saskatoon from Saturday night - Tuesday. Good hang outs all around I'm sure. AND Lightning Dust at Amigos. I'm so stoked. 

I did every single last peice of clothing I own in laundry. I have two clothing racks which hold my skirts/dresses/pants/cardigans. I have 147 things double hung and triple hung on hangers. Bunnyhugs and jackets hang off the posts from the racks, and my dresser is stuffed full of shorts, tights, underthings, and tshirts/some blouses. RIDICULOUS! I also drove 2 hours yesterday with Lacy to buy a dress for my birthday. Is that necessarry? Probably not, but I think it's worth it. Now I also have to find an outfit to wear to Rhoda's wedding. I have it planned in my head so hopefully hopefully I can find what I'm looking for!

I'm sitting outside at my parents patio table, smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee, enjoying the last bit we have of summer here, and re-evaluating life/life decisions.

 I had one of the longest, most tiring weekends of my life this weekend. Let me recap. 

I had booked off Friday from work to go to Regina's Folk Fest with my older brother (him and Jenna bought me a weekend pass for their "thankyou for being part of our special day" present) Anyways, I decided to go to Saskatoon with my day off. I drove there in the morning, with plans to do Rhoda's hair and hang out with Chad. That was pretty much all I had planned. I think I'm going to stop making plans actually, they never work out for me. Anyways, I made it to Saskatoon, and met Christine for lunch, she headed off to work, and I headed off to my hair appointment with Rhoda. We fixed my hair up, and I ventured on my way, PLANNING to meet her at Steve's house to do her bridal hair trial. I then went and saw Jamie at work and tried to get my cell phone fixed to kill time. Then I met up with Katie East and went to grab a beer. We sat in Amigo's and one beer turned into 4 and it was 7:30 before we realized it. I was supposed to meet Rhoda at 7, so by the time we actually paid for our beers, and i dropped Katie off at home, and got to Rhoda's it was a bit before 8:30. I told chad that I would meet him at around 8 or 9... I did Rhoda's hair in a drunken state, burning my arm with a curling iron, and had Rhoda's fiance Steve feed me drinks as I was entertaining them. I defianetly got Rhoda a bit drunk and we decided to go to Amigo's with Katie. We picked her up, and smoked a bowl with Katie's room mate before heading to Amigos. Being there is actually quite a little bit of a blur. I do remember throwing up in a back alley, and seeing Chad and him being so unimpressed to see me because I ditched. Hence, why I hate making plans, because they don't work out. And they don't work out because it's always my fault and that is why I'm a horrible person. Anyways, we picked up a certain fellow named joey, dropped rhoda off at home, hung out outside of 7-11 drinking coffee and i have no idea what else, or what order that all happened in. Katie's friend Jim, Joey Katie and I headed back to Katie' house so I could get an amazing hour of sleep before I had to wake up and drive back to Yorkton to go to work at 9:30 am. By the time we stopped drunken visiting and actually fell asleep, I only had a quick 20 minutes-ish of shut eye. Woke Joey and myself up, dropped him off at home (I think I have a bit of a crush actually. He is really the nicest person, and cuddled with me that night and kissed me, and when I dropped him off at home he told me I really should visit more, and that he will teach me how to play guitar on my birthday, and I drunkenly asked him if he would be my date to Rhoda's wedding and he said yes if I remember correctly. He makes me smile lots, and reminds me way to much of my older brother who I adore, and would totally date if he wasn't my brother haha) so I was on my way and cruising down home. 15 minutes outside of Yorkton my car broke down so I pulled off to the side of the rode, and it started smoking. I got out and walked away from it because I didn't know if it was going to explode or anything (obviously I know nothing about cars) and it was raining, and i was crying because it was 9 in the morning and I worked at 930 and actually can't be late or I will get fired. AND NO BODY STOPPED TO HELP ME! Finally an older gentleman picked me up and I phoned my dad and he came and we miraculously made it home to work after I had been crying for the past hour, hungover, and sad I don't live in Saskatoon anymore. Shitty day at work. 

My brother picked me up after work and we drove to Regina and made it to the folk fest just in time to see chad vangaalen who I will not lie, I enjoyed 100 percent more when he played alone compaired to a band. Anyways, saw some great bands, and I saw some cute boys, and big crowds freak meout so I sat at the back and it was great. We went and met Kristen and her room mate Jenn at Denny's while we waited for Erica and Lacy to meet us and stayed there untill 2:30 ish? went to Kristens, and by the time we all stopped visiting/getting ready for bed/ making our beds, it was around 3/3:30ish.... incredibly long day. The next day we woke up, I went and bought a dress to wear because I didn't bring any cool clothing and it wwas hot outside and we went to folk fest and saw sets by matt goud, andy shaud, corb lund, the good lovelies, mark berube, ghost beers, and chad vangaalen. We then went for supper where I had a 15 dollar beer, and continued on for the night to see LOUDON WAINWRIGHT! who was really funny and charming and great..... I can't really remember who else played that evening, except for corb lund, who'se set I probably enjoyed the most. I don't even like country music at all, but I really was a big fan. It may have to with the fact that he is actually a real cowboy who writes cowboy songs, and songs about the prairies, or that he's tall and slim, who knows, I just liked it lots. So we got in the car after the finale of Joy To the world with all of the performers from the weekend and continued home. I didn't fall asleep las tnight untill 4ish because I was talking to joey? and then I woke up this morning and had a slow day at work. Right now I'm going to go to the hospital. 

Anyways, my plans don't go as planned. I planned to move to Saskatoon and work there, epic fail hence why I'm home because I'm broke, I planned on hanging out with Chad, again.... epic fail because I suck balls and am kind of an alcoholic and get really distracted, I planned to go to halifax in october, and very well may not be going because i have to figure out about my mode of transportation problem... and now i am planning to go to the bank to deposit money, and then go to the hospital and get some medicine because I think I have pnemonia.... sweet

sorry for the essay. 

 Weeks have gone by and there have defianetly been some moments that I would love to remember.

Megan, Erin and I went to Saskatoon one Monday night because we were bored and all didn't have to work the next day. We got really drunk and somehow just hung out in a 7-11 parking lot for a while when some middle aged man gave me some MDMA. Free drugs... sweet. 

Jay and I planned a road trip to Saskatoon to see Sunset Rubdown. The first band was really great... the witchies I think? the second band wasn't my favourite so I ran to a bar to see a friend who I haven't seen in so long and he's doing really great. I saw Chad and Joey too. Mr Scholz said I'm allowed to date those two and those two only and I said thanks for the options because Chad is really great and what I know of Joey he's pretty awesome. I moved my furniture with Chad the next day into the Clifford residence and am going to have to get it in September. 

My new plan was to move back to Saskatoon in September. But the more and more I think about it.. if I go back there right now, I will be working a full time  job not saving any money because I will have to pay bills/rent/living things. And that sucks. So I thought about it and went to the college  to sign up for some university classes. However, when I thought about that, it really doesn't make much sense to fork out money for 2 classes when I really REALLY don't know what I would go to university for. So I think I'm going to stay at Regis for a while as much as it sometimes sucks balls, the money is really great. And I'm going to go to Halifax I think for the pop explosion. Ideally I would love to drive there, but time wise, and the sturdiness of my car, it would probably be easier to fly. I need a travel companion. 

Since all of the younger girls at work quit, I have been enjoying it a bit more. We don't gossip as much in the back room and everyone else kind of just goes about doing their jobs. It's ultra busy so we have too sort of. It's great that we are so busy. Hello new clients. However, my manager kind of is horrible  at times and she is going to rome in october so she has been squishing herself with all of the walk in clients just to make more money. I looked at the time-sheets for this last payperiod and while on average everyone has had around 60 clients, she has had 115. THat basically doubles all of ours and I don't think it's fair. Everyone else who works there has things to pay for, and things they want to save up for, and we would all like to build our clientele.... well the majority of us do anyways. She won't move me to a station closer to the phone/front desk, because I'm pretty sure she's scared I would take all of the walk ins... or god forbid split them up equally to all the staff. 

Anyways, that's life. OH! My brother got married. It was really great. We didn't eat all day, I got ready with the girls in the morning (after a quick stop to the bed and breakfast the guys were staying at to do some last minute haircuts) and we ate some muffins, but then we were out in the hot sun all day doing photos, so by the time we were ready for the reception, I had 2 glasses of wine and felt tipsy. It was so pretty and so nice, and I'm happy my big brother has found someone to love and wake up to every morning. 

 the girl whose hair i fucked up came in today to get it fixed.... not by me.... fuck my entire life/career. 

so... i had money taken off of my paycheck, and i have to talk with my boss tomorrow. 

Where to start.

Work:
Work is kind of starting to suck balls. I love doing hair, please don't get me wrong. But there's a few things getting me down. I think it mostly starts with not being motivated to do any hair here. There's some of my clients who I absolutely love doing, even if it is something boring and what not. But nothing here is new and exciting. Today, I had a referred client and I did one of the worst colours I have seen. HELLO HOT ROOTS. Then I was so frustrated with myself that I did her haircut, but it was only sub-par. Defianetly not my best work. I want to WANT to do my best work. All the time. Every single day, and I don't know why I can't. Anyways, I told this lovely girl to come back on Friday, after a few washes to see how it looks, and I will fix it for her. However, I have a horrible feeling that she won't come back and her memory of me is that I've ruined her hair. Anyways, keep your fingers that will not be happening, and she will show up and be foregiving, and know that I can do hair wonderfully. Also, one of the girls who I loved dearly from work left today, but she will be onto bigger and better things, and it will be marvelous for her. I think later on in July two more are leaving me who I love dearly. It will be a sad/empty Regis salon.

Boys:
First and foremost. I can't stop thinking about one boy. We had a thing when I was in Grade 12? Or.. summer of Grade 11. Then he went away, then came back and we were seeing alot of eachother at the end of my Grade 12 year. Took a road trip instead of going to my grad. Then we were both living in Saskatoon for a little bit and we saw a tiny tiny little bit of eachother, and now he lives in Vancouver and kind of dissappeared off the face of the earth. At least to me. I know people grow apart. I had a very very drunken week last October and convinced myself that I was in love with him, and may or may not have emailed him saying I still have feelings for him. The first time I had contact with him from earlier last summer. Anyways, he answered me back saying something horrible that broke my heart like "people grow apart, have a good life" obviously it was alot nicer sounding than that, but it was still awful. Anyways, I have been trying to forget about him, it's not working to well. I keep thinking of how great he was, like bringing me things he thought I would like (he has been the only person in my life that every single gift he gave me i have honestly loved) and he would read to me on his bed, and we would kiss and listen to great music together. Well, I saw a picture of him from a family event and I had butterflies, and that is horrible and has never really happened to me. A PICTURE OF HIM made me do that. Please.... let me stop this nonsense.
The other boy in my life is a great great friend of mine who I love dearly. I have only known him for a year and a half? But we really are great friends, and he is defianetly one of those people who I feel like I have known for so much longer. Long story short, I have a feeling he likes me a little bit more than I like him, and we all know how I act towards those boys.

I can't stop listening to the new Julie Doiron album. So great, and so amazing. It has simple lyrics, which are amazing, and the music is mixed with fuzzy guitar sounds (one of my greatest musical loves) and cute strums on little guitars. All I can say is amazing.

I was at the coffee shop a few days ago picking up a coffee before I went back to work from my lunch break. Anyways, I was looking at a poster of a man whose coming to perform there (who was there once a few months ago) and the said something very strange.
"Are you coming to the show?"
"I was thinking about it yeah... he was good last time he was down"
"He's your friend isn't he?"
"Haaaaha... what?"
"Yeah, I heard you two were friends"
"haha I don't think I've ever met him before? I saw him play last time but that was it"
"Haha don't be nervous, he said you were a very nice girl"
"Haha o dear"

Haha, I was very embarrassed that he put me on the spot like that in the middle of a busy coffee shop haha. O well.


To Do:
Order - bed from ikea, head phones/computer charder from best buy.
Close Saskatoon bank account
Phone dress lady to get my dress hemmed for Tyson and Jenna's wedding.

I think that's it. Maybe make a cd for Chad's birthday.

 I left for work at 5:35. Zooming along, and finally after 2 hours and 45 minutes I arrived in Saskatoon (45 minutes shorter than it would take you if you were driving exactly 100)  I went in to say hi to the room mate, and headed on to pick up my dear Ashley Booth. Now, we ususally cause some kind of drunken ruckus and Saturday night was no different. We got to Amigos nice and early so we shared a pitcher and played catch up. Then more and more people started coming and the show got started (Dog Day + Julie Doiron) so, we kept on drinking beers when Kaley Evans and his friends Cam and Chad showed up. Later on into the evening we decided to head to the Hose to reminice, and that we did. We walked in with our Amigo's stamps so we wouldn't need to pay, and there were a bunch of fellows wearing giant sombero's. I tapped one on the head just because it was SO big, and this man turned around and said "You're so cute" and I laughed and we ran upstairs to order a shot. Something with rockstar and banana something something. IT sucked. We followed that with a shot of tequila, which ruled. Untill we were walking back to Amigo's and I vomited beer up all over somebodies front lawn. So, we sat down to take a breather, and some fellows came to chat with us. Anyways, we made it back to Amigo's and were both so drunk we just sat down and stared at eachother trying so hard not to fall asleep. Now, the end of the night came quite quickly so the lights went on and we had a dilema on our hands. Ashley worked the next morning early early, and I was too drunk to drive her back home. Then I saw this fellow named Joey (who kind of rules I like him so much) who I have met maybe twice before? And we convinced him to drive my car and take us home. So, we dropped Ashley off and went to my house. As soon as we got out of my car Kaley Evans tromps around the corner so I asked him if he needed a couch to sleep on so I lent him my purple couch.  Joey and I went upstairs to watch Pretty In Pink. He said that after Duckie sang Otis Redding he was going to leave when I fell asleep and I said I would curb stomp him the next time I saw him if he ditched. SO, I drunkenly made him remove his jeans and socks and we fell asleep. 

Sunday morning, we woke up and I drove Joey home and went to get myself some coffee. Kaley was still sleeping on the couch so I just kind of lounged around in bed until Rhoda came over so I could do her hair. We had to run to cosmo prof to pick up some supplies so we woke Kaley Evans up (who sleeps like a rock) and dropped him off before we went. Fast forward, Rhoda's hair was finished and I had a giant nap on the futon in the veranda listening to Chad Vangaalen. It was perfect and cool and sunny at the same time and kind of made my weekend. That night Rhoda and Katie were supposed to come see Chad's band play at Lydia's with me, but both didn't work out so I forced my room mate Christine to come with me. We dressed up, and I had half a mickey of rye before we left. We got there and had some beers and I was drunk again. It was a good show (A Gentle Forest, Mt. Royal) then we started to walk back home but I really had to pea so I went into the yard to use their bathroom but saw Jim (a friend of a friend) so I got sidetracked and drank Jim's beer then Christine had to come and get me so I just ran away. FINALLY we made it home but Chad Munson had left because apparently he thought that I would never make it home. So I phoned him and he came over and we cuddled and it was awesome. 

All in all. It was a fantastic weekend. Now, I have to go back in a few more weeks and pick up my furniture. Woot. 

So, I've become quite the fatty-mc fatster upon moving home, so i've been makinga  conscience decision to lose weight and be more active. Wednesday and Thursday I went for a 4 Km run after work, and today I went for a 5 km bike ride. I have not been getting food at the food court for supper at work anymore, AND I've just been drinking water and black coffee... no more sugary juices, or slurpees. So far it's going splendid. My collar bones are starting to show more and that's all I really want. Collar Bones that poke out, and hip bones that touch the floor when I lie on my stomach haha.

I'm going to Saskatoon next weekend. So much planned!!!!

Saturday night I will leave after work, and head on a 3 hours drive to Saskatoon. Then I will pick up Ms. Booth, and we will go to Amigo's to see the magnificent Julie Doiron and drink beers. Then maybe a sleepover who knows. Sunday morning, Kaley Evans was thinking about brunch, so we might head to the Park Cafe (MOST AWESOME BREAKFAST IN THE GHETTO) bright and early for a hungover meal. Then, Rhoda and I are going to have a mangey hair party, and colour our hair, and put extensions in so I don't look like a boy anymore. Sunday evening, Rhoda and I have a date to go to Lydia's and watch some bands. Mt. Royal, and A Gentle Forest I think are playing. I think two of the guys in Mt. Royal are the two twins who are Matthews cousins friends from Medicine Hat? And Chad is playing in A Gentle Forest, so it would be another wonderfully splendid night full of beers and good cheers. Monday, I have to pick up (or at least look around) for Tyson and Jenna's wedding gift, and then have a beer date with Katie East on the roof of the yard. I'm so excited. Then home Monday evening, or bright and early Tuesday morning for work!

On a less joyful night, my Grandma died. My dad's mom. She hasn't been doing well these past few years, and finally, she decided to go. It may sound wrong that I'm happy she is gone, but I am. I saw her May Long weekend, and she was clearly suffering, and I know that now she is gone, she is going to be in a much much happier place.  So, happy in a way that she isn't suffering anymore, but not happy that she is gone. I don't know how to word it. I will miss her so much. SO much, and I really wish I knew how to comfort my dad, seeing as he has now lost both of his parents. I'm horrible with dealing with death and things. The funeral is on Monday, and I am going to see some of my family who I haven't seen for over two years.

Lately I have beent hinking about opening a salon. Obviously, not even being 20 yet, it is much much to early to be thinking about things. A pink salon, pink and cream. Maybe not pink because then men won't come. With stairs that walk up into it. And cupcakes being served with wonderful coffee, and stripes. Maybe a little black kitten that will sit on the front desk and welcome customers. Where would this be I have no idea. We would play wonderful music. In the summer time, old favorites like Led Zeppelin, and the Beach Boys. On rainy days things like Radiohead. This is really what I want. It would be so perfect. I would never do a perm there EVER, and children won't be allowed in, unless they are quiet little things and will sit quietly while their mothers get their hair done. Maybe there would be an upstairs loft where a tattoo artist can come in. That would be nice. One day one day.
 

Also... I think I need a plan for the fall. Dear goodness what am I going to do with my life.

I have a horrible habit of spending moeny I don't have. I ordered a computer last week and got it today. It's nothing like my little macbook, but he broke, so now i have a huge heavy hp... which looks really nice i will admit, and it works nice too.... just not the same as my little guy i have had for the past 2.5 years... all of my music, all of the pictures i haev saved as inspiration for sewing and hair are all gone. however, i think im going to return this guy and get my macbook fixed... that would be ideal. WHY CANT I JUST KEEP MONEY IN MY BANK ACC?OUNT!?!??!?! is it really that dificult?

also.... i develop horrible crushes on cute boys when i see them..... crushes based on looks? obviously... that's how i roll. however i imagine horrible things like dating them, and bringing them muffins on my days off, and lying in bed all day listening to good tunes and napping with a kitten. WHY IN THE WORLD DO I THINK THESE THINGS?! maybe it is because of that, that i don't have any romantic interests... maybe? maybe i am just a giant put-off to members of the opposite sex? only god knows why.

being in yorkton has made me become and awkward hermit again. which i really don't have a problem with... it is kind of nice not having to see people, or talk to people, and just kind of tromp along on my own way... doing what i do best... you know. but sometimes it gets lonely.. which isn't always the greatest... hence the day-dreams of me having a boyfriend? ah well. one dayim sure

If you know me... you know that I will always have giant plans, and they will most likely, never work out. I was planning on moving back to Saskatoon in a month, but unfortunately that will no longer be happening. For many different reasons. One of them being my Grandma is sick, and I think I should spend time with my family/spend as much time with her as I can. I would take any chance when I was younger to go and visit her, and as I got older, the visits became less frequent. So I'm here for the summer. I'm not going to think about going anywhere untill the fall. Which, may be sad, but I think it will do me good. At least I hope it does. I know for a fact that if I was to move to Saskatoon in a few months I would want to go somewhere else and that is never good. I'm only 19 for christ sakes. I shouldn't have to know what I want to do with my life. My best friend turned 20 today and I'm only a few months away. Maybe I should go to Vancouver or Halifax before I decide anything. WHO KNOWS WHO KNOWS!

Sometimes, just when I think that everything is coming all together, things fall apart. I was planning on moving back to Saskatoon mid-june, I was going to just live in the house that I am already paying rent at, but unfortunately, someone else might be interested in this house... and I will have no where to live, and no money to move somewhere else. FUCK MY LIFE! 

Stay in Yorkton? Go to Saskatoon and work at Guru?

I don't know what to do.

I went to Saskatoon on Friday night to see Attack in Black. I did some harrassing as per usual, and Miranda Deino and I somehow made our way to the Senator Hotel downtown. We stopped into Winston's to get a drink, but they stopped serving alcohol seeing as it was around 3:30 in the morning. However, there was an ice-sculpture so I broke off an ice globe and we took it upstairs to the hotel room with us. We were bowling with it and it kept knocking into doors. Then we got tired so sat down in the middle of a hallway for a cigarette. Unfortunate, after harrassing some cute boys from Welland Ontario, we got kicked out of the hotel because of 8 noise complaints. We then made our way to Denny's, but also got kicked out for being drunk and unruly. I then got in my car at 5:45 in the morning, and drove back home to Yorkton to have a fully day at work. Then I went to the coffee shop and saw Zach Lucky, Jordan Kurtz, and Sean Craib play  on their first night of tour. IT was nice but I was tired so I went home to sleep.

Tomorrow I am goingt o SAskatoon again for the Weakerthans/Consantines show... it should be a blast. I'm just taking a break right now from making a dress for the big occasion. It is light light blue with dark blue polka dots. Full skirt, one shoulder-ed and ruffled. I think I'm also going to go to Guru on Wednesday and ask Zoe if the job offer will still be on the table come August time. Then I think I will move back to the city, and live somewhere and be pleased with life, and maybe date a boy. Maybe.

I hope everyone hada lovely weekend, and a great coming up week.

P.S. Someone pooped outside of the back door at work today. It was the perfect looking poop. Almost fake...... it was defianetly real though. It smelled real.

 It is easter and coming with easter, means going out, in Yorkton, to Holly's (South-Eastern Saskatchewan's #1 Night Club, or something lame like that) Anyways, I ended up getting smashed, obviously, getting kicked out of Holly's and sleeping with a client of mine. UN-CLASSY FOR ALL OF THAT! Fuck my life haha. Generally a good time though. I think I should end up going on birth control... I don't have sex too often, but whenever I do (always protected) I freak out and just think I am pregnant untill I get my period. Geeeeeze. It probably has to stop. Also, my parents best friends know about my tattoo, and probably will know about my line of credit, and also will make me pay them rent. I AM SO HORRIBLE WITH MY MONEY. SHIT SON.

Well, here is a picture of myself, and my friend Erin who I have had the pleasure meeting through working at Regis.  She's good shit. 

P.S. Don't mind my disgusting fattie self.

 A relatively older man (think 70'sish) tried to get me into his car today? I was going to head to the Salvation Army to look for some treasures, but unfortunately they were closed, as soon as I started walking back to my car I heard:

"They're closed"

Me - "That's what I figured, thankyou. Are you just sitting out here telling everyone that the Salvation Army is closed?"

"Yes"

"Haha why!?"

"How about you hop in here"

"Haaaaaaa, what?!"

"It's warmer in here"

which I am thinking he may have said because my skirt was fairly short

"uhh...... no. My car is just back there"

And I ran away. Creepy, and entertaining at the same time. 

 across my town takes about 15 minutes.... i had one hill.. ONE HILL to ride up and it is digusting how out of shape i am.... ew

i am riding my bike to work everyday for the rest of the week..... even if i do work untill 9 and it will be dark when i get home